Without looking back he urged his horse into a full gallop toward the river north of the cave. The custom the Clan had of avoiding direct queries was so long-standing, it had become a law in ancient times. I thought I heard something, but I guess it was nothing. "No Cambarre, you need to give it to Mageb." They may use different names for Her, but it isn't hard to see who they proclaim and worship. She also wanted to stop at the White Cave near Hill Top Holding for personal reasons that she kept to herself. Both Jonayla and Cambarre were eager to be away, but it was Jonayla who encouraged Cambarre to pack up their travel gear early and she was the one who devised the plan to leave unseen by the others before the feasting was over. ", "If you came with me, Mongar would only talk to you and we would have the communication problem. That night they ate from the rations brought from home. What say you to this joining?" He'd been the first of her kind she'd ever met and since then, having met many men of her kind, she was still convinced that he was the best example of a man there was to be found. You say some of our people are involved. I can't see myself doing it. The men would take other people's possessions and even unmated women. Had the Earth Mother wanted Wolf to be with Her in the Spirit World? In fact, she didn't even speak verbally before I met her. I wanted it to be a new experience for my daughter. And our most unusual Zelandoni, who is one of the youngest and most inexperienced Doniers to ever put herself forward as leader, I'm sure she might be a fine example to us all.". This was my birth moon, when my mother brought me into the world. "You'll see," she repeated in a self-satisfied tone. 'Is this what they called love?' "Greetings young ones. Durcan might not have cooked as many meals as Jonayla, but he knew what went into a tasty spread of food. His obvious Clan features bespoke the mixture between the two races. If the stallion becomes aggressive, just shout, but don't wave your arms unless he tries to attack you. He was the son of our leader Brun and because he was the son, in time he became the leader of our cave. The first verbal language she learned was Zelandonii, because that is what I taught her. Ayla brought Summer Child to halt. Soon the water was hot and the tea was made. Chapter 35 I've been so worried about my mate since the earth moved. Ayla dismissed the noise as a distraction and concentrated on the scene unfolding before her. Then recomposing herself, she took his roaming hand in hers and held it. "All of the Doniers are intelligent people and knowledgeable in the ways of human nature. She thought to herself, beyond those mountains would be the great sea. During the thanksgiving ceremony and feast the new mothers sat in a place of honor as the people of the cave came over to them to complement them and their new babies. Durcan reined his pony around and heeled it into a gallop toward the trees with Jonayla following closely behind him. she called. In a quiet place deep within herself she heard a soft chant that played again and again within her soul, "The Mother was bearing. Cambarre almost tripped over his feet when he saw Jonayla in her mating outfit. It is only a few hours ride and Jonayla and Durcan will be able to put their little gift into her hands before mid-day tomorrow. What do you say?" When the men heard her sobs they laughed and Cambarre looked over toward them and could see them outlined by the flames of the campfire, slapping each other on the back and making nasty jokes. "In fact, I caused them more trouble than anyone else in their community with my strange way of thinking. "Yes I know, but he's still too young. "After he had eaten the gift, he said, 'Now I shall give you a gift in return. Don't leave me here to be murdered by these animals!". So Armuna was no stranger to a spear and sling. Let me talk to him and see if I can convince him that we're no threat.". She felt it warranted under the circumstances. Cambarre took Jonayla's hand and led her into the big summer lodge and to their furs to show her how much she meant to him. Ayla hugged her daughter once more and then turned to the two strangers who stood beside Groog at the cave entrance watching them. "It wasn't very long before I knew we were in trouble. Then the two backtracked, using the wolf's spoor as their guide. "Jonayla, I'm glad you decided to become an Acolyte. Eyzinah, her son Robinar and Ayla could have been killed too. The female Mog-ur must remain with her wounded mate. You can hear his wishes inside your own thoughts. My father is a master hunter and leads the hunts for South Face.". "Would you please see that Groog has his spear back? But what if some hunters were passing the head of the valley and had made a campfire? You mean" his eyes widened. The Zelandoni of the Fifth Cave stood up before anyone else could speak. "Rubio, good morning." The summer lodge was dimly lit by dawn's light and it was obvious that the morning was upon them. 'These are shiny and very rare. We know that the pool must be releasing its water into the ground below the surface, but we can't see the process Much like the Zelandonia. Ayla knew the story because she had lived it, at least a version of it. The Acolytes would do much of the preparation for the early evening ceremony. It is well known there is more game in the north than in the south. We could use your experience, especially since that Mog-ur from the Flat err, Clan is there. I washed the wound with the warm infusion and by closing the wound before other spirits that are harmful could enter, I think he should live," Jonayla assured her. Standing naked in the stream he began to sluice water over his head. 'But what a sign from The Mother,' Ayla thought. It is almost like The Great Earth Mother had a hand in guiding you here at this moment in time. Ramacol was surprised that the big man, brother to a leader and son of a leader, kept referring to his mate as "Ayla" considering that she was Zelandoni and now First among the Zelandonia, but he didn't comment on it. Before they had made it beyond earshot, they heard shouts of anger from the direction of Brukeval's camp. Durcan looked a little like each parent. Help the Others by capturing and holding any of the wild men passing through Long Valley near your cave. All the while she was complying with his demand she was trying to think what Brukeval might do next and what her response should be. Ayla could have launched herself at him at that moment of inattention, but she didn't. Her revenge was thwarted when the man mixed with his companions and the group scattered into the woods. "First, I know that because of the Clan's way of speaking they can't tell a lie without it showing in some way to anyone else who speaks their sign language. After this was decided, the group of spiritual leaders broke up into smaller groups and finally went to their furs to sleep. "Yes, he is meditating at this time of day, but I'm sure he would be happy to see you. As she found a place beside the elderly man she was handed a bone platter with succulent pieces of Roe Deer cut into chunks cooked with greens and a baked tuber. He would be sure to discourage anyone from the Clan who might want to try such a thing, although it was hard to believe that any man of the Clan would want to. "It is said that her trouble in birthing their boy, Bokovan, has made it unlikely they will have more children. Mongar and Brog were the first to emerge from the cave and what they saw made them stare open mouthed. Ayla was bitterly worried. Many thanks to Ms. Auel for sharing her boundless gift with us. His friends now think of him as special rather than the son of a woman who had birthed an abomination. When you're young and in love, food is the last thing you need," he chuckled. Still unwilling to earn his place, he resorts to illusion and through Brukeval, intimidation.". ", Brukeval stood and looked at the tall blonde man. He would have to be careful around these people and not show his feelings. Ayla moved in front of the large angry man to shield the unconscious form lying on the pole-drag. I hope to be the one to bring them back safely to you," Groog nodded his head respectfully. The suggestion had a perfect symmetry to it, and it felt so right that Ayla was determined to do it. He had much to do, he must call the other Mog-urs together, what he held in his hand must be made known to the other caves. She stepped forward and reverently placed the last remains of The One Who Was First Zelandoni squarely in the center of the stone pillar, then stood back and bowed her head in sad reflection as the Spirit Drum continued its slow somber beat in the background. I think he viewed me as an ideal and I think his need to be loved made him bitter toward Jondalar and finally toward me. Who wouldn't be? After trying several false trails, father and son gave up and retraced their path, riding back to Reflection Rock then up the slope to the ridge trail. "I saw something move in the dim light of the cave opening. Once he had delivered the Chimu to First Place, he would gather a couple of volunteers who were accomplished with a spearthrower and with Groog as their guide, bring them back to the Clan cave where Ayla would wait for them. She finally left the project she was working on inside the family lodge to see what the commotion was about. The group saw her and urged their horses into a gallop. "Brukeval, you have no authority here. She knew exactly what she had to say and felt complete calm as she stood in front of the others. I don't know why so many of our hunters follow Skytalker. Ayla pulled on Summer Child's mane, signaling the horse to halt and shaded her eyes from the morning sun. Won't you please consider attending?" Ayla suspected womanly wiles rather than fear of learning to ride, but that was alright with her. You must have been fearful, but you showed no sign of it. In the beginning, almost ten summers before, the First Zelandoni had tried to follow Ayla on a trance journey and had taken the Clan root too, but beyond a mild stimulation and heightened awareness, the effects on the older woman were unremarkable. Mog-ur asked. "And just as the Zelandoni of the Third Cave mentioned, I also respect her leadership abilities. It felt strange to just be with Jondalar and have nothing else to consider. "Ayla's like a daughter to me and besides, by telling her, the Mother might hear and grant our wish. "They're going to remain mated, if that's what you're asking," he replied sardonically. I'm not sure why I painted them on my face, I don't remember doing it.". Just as Ayla completed her accusation there was the sound of a spearthrower's dart whizzing past her ear and a shout of pain came from behind her. Jonayla wailed. It had taken Jonayla almost three days to get Groog on the back of a horse. Ayla rolled over facing away from the fire and soon found sleep. The Doniers felt they should have at least one Clan person who could understand what was happening here so when they finally reached his people he could confirm what Ayla said to them was true. ", One by one every Zelandoni present raised their hand in acceptance of the Nineteenth's suggestion. "Jondalar, Joharran, would you take Brukeval and place him over there against that tree? The First Zelandoni had brought the sign language to the people in the first place and that made it somewhat obligatory for him to become more proficient than other men. But I don't think a wolverine or hyena could be tamed, it's not in their nature to coexist with people. "Please ask the First Zelandoni to visit here as soon as she can. They came together for a brief moment to tear at each other, falling toward the earth until they suddenly separated, flapping their huge wings wildly to gain altitude. She could hear the children's voices raised in cheerful play just beyond the lodge entrance and she heard someone in the shelter moving around, clearing their sleeping things away for the day. There I said it! Ayla raised her left hand, "I am going now." The problem as she saw it now, was how to make everyone understand what was obvious to her. Both Ayla and her daughter rode away to hunt. Earth's Children were blessed. She was almost like a child in her joy," Jonayla said. It wasn't a normal thrusting spear. The workmanship in every detail was excellent. Suddenly red-haired Ralev stood and stepped up onto the storyteller's platform and beckoned a young woman from his troupe to join him. With more knowledge we might make better decisions. She raised her voice even louder to include them in what she would say next. She knew that those small bits were the remains of past Zelandoni burial ceremonies that stretched so far back in time that no one could say how long it had been. "Did you find anything today? After leaving the inner chamber, most of the Zelandonia gathered in groups outside, each talking in quiet conversations. "I would propose we meet again when the snow melts and before the next Summer Meeting, to discuss what each of the Zelandoni has decided is important to the people and plan what might be best for our people so that we can present a united face to the leaders and people at the Summer Meeting. "But I will bury this man. "Well, you're here and I'm glad you are," was all he said, remaining silent as they rode slowly south along the trail. "Mog-ur," Ayla continued. "I am training to be Mog-ur someday," he said, hoping to let this young person know that he too had spiritual training. If I am the Zelandonii spiritual leader, the First Zelandoni among those who serve the Mother, I will make it known to all that I desire our people to be at peace with them. "Where am I? "I want to come with you. And then on top of that, she would have to deal with the Madroman problem. I've seen it happen myself.". 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